Happy Birthday starjourneying! :D Hope you have a great birthday! ♥

::birthday bears hugs and kisses::

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The f-list cut is done.

Feel free to unfriend, thank you.

Will do a f-list cut this week.

I had a dream last night, somehow it made me think of House and Cuddy.

Will write it later.

Night all.

It has been more than one year and I still have no job.

I did have two job interviews and I got the jobs, but I didn't accept them.

And that made me wonder, if I thought like people in the past or I was born in the past, maybe I could be less critical and be happy for having a job.

I don't know how to explain what I feel or what I should do.

I just....am not sure what I want anymore.

This is a clueless entry.

Anyone sells things on ebay?

I have some questions and hope someone can help me. ::puppy eyes::

Happy Birthday freelancer47!! Hope you have a great birthday, sweetie. ♥

::birthday bears hugs::

Happy Birthday amy_119! Hope you have a great birthday, hon. ♥

::birthday bears hugs::

My cousin just called, he was trying to fis my computer but he had a bad news. He said one of my hard drives broke and I need to get a new one.

It's the hard driver that I saved all stuff about Lisa and Huddy and House, episodes, clips, interviews, fan-vids, fanarts, everything.

Right now, that's all I can remember, I don't dare to think if there is more.

I just...

Crying and really not in the mood for studying.

Or for everything.

I'm just too upset to do anything right now.

It has been a while that my heart aches for a fic and this fic reminds me again that how much words can move a person's heart, how powerful and emotional words can be.

If you have time or just want to read a good story, please read it, even
if you don't watch House or you're not a shipper, just enjoy the story with its magic of words.

I wish my English was good enough so I could tell you how excellent this fic is. I just want to say, it's another fic that I wish I could become a word of it because I know I will never write a fic like this. ;)

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4516509/1/Maladroit

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( just some thoughts about this fic... )

My stomach have felt weird since last Friday, at first, I thought it was because of the painkillers for my wisdom tooth, but it still feels funny since I stopped the painkillers.

How to describe it? It's like a volcano is erupting. Just very very uncomfortable and I think I have a fever

I need House.

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Feel little down today, It's like my blue season is going to coming.

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Made 15 cards, should I....

1. I should post them because you'd like to see them.

or

2. I shouldn't post them because you don't want to see them now, you want to be surprised when you receive them.

You will see how FLAIL I am in this recap, I'm not kidding.

( Cuddy rented The English Patient made my day, thank you, PI boy )

If you want to see caps, ayalanetzer made an amazing job, check here, MANY CUDDYNESS LOVE. ♥

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Thank you all for your prayers and thoughts and hugs, thank you, really. ::bears hugs you all tight::

Mom came to the hospital to visit my cousin, she still doesn't remember anything except her name, when her parents were trying to say something to recall her memories, like my uncle's name or my aunt's name, my cousin seems recall these names but can't remember who they are, for example, we said my uncle's name to her and asked her who he is, she thought he's our granduncle instead he's her dad, my uncle and aunt were totally heartbreaking, totally.

The doctor said they want to do the surgery for the legs as soon as possible, as for the face, the bone was too crush, it probably needs many surgery to fix. They're not sure about the memories-lost, the worst is my cousin will never get her memories back and she needs to learn them back.

I just hope everything will be okay, my cousin will be fine and get her memories back soon.

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As for other things in life, because of my period, I feel dizzy and pale, so I stay at home today instead of going to library, and of course my parents being my parents, they thought I'm the lazy daughter who never studies hard enough, but I'm too dizzy to have fight with them today. (that means we already had a fight yesterday, thanks.)

Yup, I'm in a bad mood, sue me.

My cousin had a car accident last Monday, just the day after our family dinner in my grandfather's home for celebrating the Father's Day.

We (the we mean my parents and I) didn't knew the news until today, according to my aunt, my cousin was on her way home, she was riding motorcycle and she hit the big truck, nobody knew what happened, there was no witness, and my cousin didn't remember anything but her name, she couldn't even recognize my aunt and uncle. She didn't talk, she didn't eat, the doc had to put a tube into her nose to give her nutrition. There is a big crush on her face and her legs were pretty bad , she needs surgery, but the doc is afraid that the crush is too bad to fix.

I don't know. I don't know how to think or what to think.

Life is just so unfair.

And I hate the hopeless feeling because there's nothing we can do about it.

Nothing.

Poohs :
I took some pics of Poohs and added them in my photobucket album, and I have to post these two here because OMGSOCUTE. ♥ ♥ ♥





Paintings :
Also added some paintings in the creation album, password is the same.

http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v174/wanderlonely/creation/

Friday :
I met with ashley_west this afternoon and we went crazy about our love for House. XD (and she gave me some cookies this time, lol, thanks, hon. ;)) It's nice to talk about House and fanfic and fandoms with someone who is the same crazy, lol, I had a great time, ashley_west. ♥ (I hope I didn't annoyed you with my 碎碎念, I always get crazy when it comes to fandom I love. XDDD)

Another vid with new music :
And you know what I love about fanvids? You can hear some music that you don't know you like. ;)

I don't watch AI so I don't know who the singer is, but I do like his version of this song.



What else? :
I want to buy this, but I don't want to spend more money, I already spent enough money this month. =_=


And there's another typhoon coming, so I guess I will stay at home and maybe some card-making.

That's all I think, night all. ♥

Something happened in the family and to my mom, I can't talk about it right now.

And work makes me pretty upset again.

I'm leaving for a while.

Don't worry too much, I'll try to be okay.

I DID IT.

( They were meant for each other, but that didn't mean they were meant to be together. And that was the end of fairy tale of Lisa Cuddy and Greg House. )

I know, I know, I post it before, but this time it's betaing version. ;p

( But life always had a plan of its own. It surprised you in its own way and made you realize how strong you could be, how your soul, a soul of phoenix, would rise from the aches of each disaster. )

Believe me, I'm more surprised than you are. ;)

No betaing so....don't read it if you can't stand typos and spelling and grammar mistakes, I mean it! :p

( But life always had its plan by its own. )

And I also finished my first fic, go me! But I have to wait for the betaing, hope I'll post it soon. ;)

Night all. ♥